Yes I am.
Ever since I went for my very first 'session' with the well known Dr Sanjay C, I have been have been having a real tough time trying to get my crying bouts down to more acceptable levels.
Not that I have a tremendous amount of help from anyone- no, not even A. Please don't get me wrong. He is the best man anyone could hope for...there is a but...not the perfect listener. Well, he is not a listener by a long shot. Which makes me more frustrated when he is back home- I then have minimum 3 people to listen to. Which basically means I have no one who will listen to me- which is not too bad, is it? Which is why such an intimate detail of my life gets shared on a public forum.
Which also reminds me- how will I feel about this blog after about a year or so?
So the doc says I have clinical depression and I should start taking some drugs before it gets bad. I don't want the medication- but I do want help. I want a break from this BS life, FAll people and I want people to not bother me. Didn't ever think that I would crumble after only about 12 years of being married.!
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