Just one of those days, when nothing seems to make any sense and the things that do, seem hell bent on getting you down.
More than half of my waking day is already over and I am sitting here- looking at beautiful green trees sway to beautiful rain from my living room doors, listening to the OWL CITY one super hit- fireflies; my kids around me and yet my heart so heavy.
Although my mind screams to the contrary, I would still like to believe that I am normal.
Just am hit like a gale force by terrible memories of the few years past. And though I really do try and not to let them cloud my present, there are just some days when I just can't escape.
So dig in deep Mala, and get out your reserve strengths and head out.
Still breathing...breathing deep.
More than half of my waking day is already over and I am sitting here- looking at beautiful green trees sway to beautiful rain from my living room doors, listening to the OWL CITY one super hit- fireflies; my kids around me and yet my heart so heavy.
Although my mind screams to the contrary, I would still like to believe that I am normal.
Just am hit like a gale force by terrible memories of the few years past. And though I really do try and not to let them cloud my present, there are just some days when I just can't escape.
So dig in deep Mala, and get out your reserve strengths and head out.
Still breathing...breathing deep.
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