Amazing Weather......after a long time..not really true...but feels like it all the same...sitting out in my garden...am wondering how long will i be able to enjoy this here in Jor B?
The past month has been so F*** ALL....and the months before that- so hectic that I have a feeling of having run all this while without sitting down to draw my breath...just a quick recap....getting a house reconstructed...dealing with in-laws...preparing (and I mean buying EVERYTHING) for Deepa's wedding...preparing AND travelling to the U.S. (finally after my elder sister's been there for 16 years)...hoping and planning lots of FUN...figthing with my baby sister-who could do no wrong in my eyes and whose wedding it is...and whose appt we are staying in...we don't speak for the rest of the trip which lasts all of FIVE days instead of the original TWENTY ODD days because, and this takes the cake...Swati DIED.... still can't believe it...sweet, gentle Swati...the person who was the warmest towards me and welcomed me like a sister when I got married and came into this cold cold house....Swati who's been a better friend to me lately than my own sisters...Swati who just listened and didn't criticize...I miss you...and I can't believe that you are gone....and we are laughing, eating, eating out...trying to make the children feel as if it's a part of everyday life to lose the person you love dearly so young...
So today I guess it's just become too much for my brain and it in turn took it out on my neck and gave me acute vertigo....and so I decided to sit ouside and enjoy this gorgeous weather while I still have the luxury of staying here in Jor B.!
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